On Saturday evenings, my parents often entertained friends. My favorites were Edge and Evelyn. They were farmers who lived outside of town. After chores, they’d come for supper and then we’d all settle in the living room for conversation. 

Edge had a favorite chair, an original Barcalounger recliner.  It was an old, comfortable chair. He’d settle into it, light his pipe, and then the adults would talk about everything going on in the area. Being the elder stateman, Edge always had the final word. 

A lot of wisdom was passed down from that recliner.

The story of Hannah has many facets, and many possible directions for a sermon. 

Last week, as I revisited the story, something new drew my attention. It kept turning in my mind like a Rubiks cube. I wondered how it might relate to our lives.


To hear Hannah’s story deeply, it helps to know about the culture in which she lived: ancient Israel, thousands of years ago.  

In her time, preserving the family lineage through heirs was vital. For men, it was the way of ensuring one’s legacy. For example, in the beginning of Matthew’s Gospel, Jesus is positioned in a long list of patriarchs and a few matriarchs who preceded him in life.  His human identity was rooted in his ancestry.  Men of means were able to afford more than one wife, giving them a better chance to secure their place in lineage.


For women, children were like ligaments connecting them to the family tree, to their kinfolk. Children ensured that they would be well cared for in later life. Of course, not all women were able to produce heirs—this theme occurs many times in Scripture. Whenever it appears, Yahweh is in the conversation. In ancient times, fertility was sacred mystery—given or taken by Yahweh.

Hannah and Peninnah show us very different ways of responding to adversity.


Peninnah is one of Elkanah’s wives. She has produced several children, and she has a husband who faithfully provides an allotment for her and for each of her children. Her connectedness to the family tree is secure.  Yet this woman has a “mean girl” streak in her.  Every chance she gets, Peninnah pokes at Hannah. When Hannah’s lack of children is most public and Hannah is most vulnerable, Peninnah provokes her to tears and anxiety. 


It's hard to like Peninnah in this story.


But, what if we re-read it through Peninnah’s eyes?


Elkanah (her husband) provides food to Peninnah on every feast day. But to Hannah—his other wife--he gives a double portion because, “he loves Hannah”. Ouch.  Peninnah has secured Elkanah’s legacy, she has produced his heirs, she’s raising teenagers, chasing toddlers, and changing diapers. And her husband gives Hannah a double portion. The favor shown to Hannah must sting.

Reading the story through her lens, I have some compassion for this character. But, rather than putting herself in Hannah’s shoes and feeling compassion for another person’s journey, Peninnah only sees the situation from her own recliner.  Out of her woundedness, she strikes at Hannah—the most vulnerable person in the story.


I don’t know about y’all, but I’ve sat in that recliner, too.   


Hannah is, of course, bereft.  For her, there is no solace in Elkanah’s favor or even his love. 


She goes to the temple and presents herself to Yahweh. She begins to pray from the depth of her soul: ‘O Lord of hosts, if you will give to your servant a male child, then I will set him before you for all of his life.’


In our modern culture it is hard to fathom Hannah’s promise to God.


She asked for a son and vowed to give that son to the temple, where he would be raised by the priests to serve God.

Yahweh did bless Hannah with a son. She named him, “Samuel,” which means, “God has heard.”

Reading Hannah’s story through her eyes, is humbling. 


Hannah is comfortable. Elkanah provides for her, and through his kinfolk, Hannah will always be comfortable. She is loved. Elkanah’s love for her is so great, he cannot figure out why she’s not content.  What more, he asks, could you possibly want?  

Hannah longs to know God’s blessing for her. To know with certainty that God hears her prayers and is present in her life.

We’ve all been in that recliner, too.


What Hannah chose to do with God’s blessing is mind-blowing. Hannah gave her son, the first fruit of her walk with God, to God’s service. She received God’s blessing and paid it forward. In Chapter 7 of 1 Samuel, we learn that Samuel walked closely with God and judged Israel all of his life. He was a good person.

Hannah’s selfless offering to God became a blessing to the world.


Peninnah and Hannah: Both of them had difficult lives. One turned on the other—One turned to God. Both of them were blessed by God. One of them knew it—one did not.


When my parents moved from town to the country, the old brown Barcalounger didn’t fit with Mom’s décor. So the chair went to Edge and Evelyn’s home. In the winter time, I’d ice skate miles on the Cowanesque River from our home to their farm. Edge would meet me at the river with his tractor and bring me back to the farmhouse.


The whole house was heated by a potbelly stove in the kitchen, and the Barcalounger sat by the stove. I remember the hot chocolate, the smell of my mittens drying on the stove, and the love of Edge and Evelyn. They were poor, Appalachian farmers, who knew a thing or two about adversity. In their home, I knew generosity, hopefulness and joy.


Adversity is a universal reality. Everyone experiences it.  The question is: how do we respond? 


From Peninnah’s story, we know that settling into your neighbor’s recliner and seeing the situation through their lens can help us feel compassion for our neighbor.


And from Hannah’s story, we know that compassion for another is a beginning—but it is not enough. We are called to action to leave our metaphorical recliners and immerse ourselves through prayer in God’s calling. 

We are changed in prayer.  We acknowledge that we do not control much at all. We need God’s help and wisdom and love. 


The Daughters of the King are having a quiet day next Saturday. As we turn toward Advent, their meditation theme is: “For what are you waiting this Advent”?


Hannah knew what she was waiting for. What are we waiting for?

 



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Once when a certain preacher launched into a children’s sermon, she was confronted by a visiting child, an eight-year-old friend of a regular member. The boy was new to this church but was a regular attendee at another congregation that did not have children’s sermons. Nevertheless, the visitor tried his best to follow the line of the preacher’s effort to connect with the children. Attempting to hook the children with something familiar before making her point, the priest asked the children to identify what she would describe. “What is fuzzy and has a long tail?” No response. “What has big teeth and climbs in trees?” Still no response. After she asked, “What jumps around a lot and gathers nuts and hides them?” the visiting boy could stand the silence no longer. He blurted out, “Look, lady, I know the answer is supposed to be ‘Jesus,’ but it sure sounds like a squirrel to me.” Today’s Gospel reveals to us St. Thomas – who was put in a situation similar to that of the boy at the children’s sermon. Thomas was the one who had not seen the risen Jesus when he first appeared to the disciples. The others told him they had seen the Lord, but he was skeptical. He doubted. Still, Thomas must have wanted to fit in. He might have said, “Look, friends, I know the answer is supposed to be that I acknowledge that you saw Jesus, but it sure sounds like a ghost to me.” Aren't we all a little like Thomas? Thank God for that! Because, as Elton Trueblood once said, “a faith that is never questioned isn't worth having.” Thomas remained with the others until his doubts and uncertainties were transformed into a dynamic faith. Doubt is a universal human experience. We have all felt the pain, the harassment, and the threat of it. Doubt comes in different depths. The deepest form denies that we can believe anything at all. The other extreme is the mind of the dogmatic that sails along with unquestioning confidence on a sea of tranquil certitude. While there is a certain appeal in dogmatic tranquility, there is also the danger that we might overlook the possibility of error in our most familiar beliefs. As much as we might like to think of eliminating any trace of doubt in our life, the truth is that it would be undesirable, even if it were possible. When someone tells me that he has never had a moment of probing religious doubt, I find myself wondering whether that person has ever known a moment of vital religious conviction. For if one fact stands out above all others in the history of religion, it is this: the price of a great faith is a great and continuous struggle to get it, to keep it, and to share it. Faith is a fight as well as a peace. I find myself thinking of my task as a Pastor and Teacher in the way described by Paul Tillich, when he said, “Sometimes I think my mission is to bring faith to the faithless and doubt to the faithful.” Tuesday of this week is the annual remembrance of the Holocaust, Yom Hashoah. As we recall that tragic chapter in human history, we are painfully reminded of Adolf Hitler. Hitler was an atheist. We usually think of atheism as ultimate doubt. But when you think of it as a religion, you can see how helpful it would be to have a system of doubt to correct it. Hitler had no religion to cast doubts on his approach to life. But there are other problems besides Hitler's form of atheism. There is, for example, practical atheism. Practical atheists believe in God. He just doesn't have anything to do with their lives. Martin Luther once wrote, “There is the person who has never doubted that God is, but who lives as though God were not; and there is the person who doubts whether God is, or even denies that God is, but lives as though God were. In the latter, the grace of God is at work.” Look at the lives of the saints. According to holy legend, doubt appears as a temptation which increases in power with the increase of saintliness. In those who rest on their unshakable faith, pharisaism, fundamentalism, and fanaticism are the unmistakable symptoms of doubt which has been repressed. Doubt is overcome not by repression but by courage. Courage does not deny that there is doubt, but it takes the doubt into itself as an expression of its own finitude and affirms the content of an ultimate concern – a concern that impacts our lives and how we relate to the world around us and the people in it. Courage does not need the safety of unquestionable conviction. It includes the risk without which no creative life is possible. The Christian faith is stronger than our doubts. It is like the Chinese proverb, which says, “Chinese sails, though full of holes, still work.” Suppose a half dozen of us were seated around the walls of a darkened room. We are told that somewhere in the open, middle space, there is a chair. It is not just any chair; it is an antique, the creation of a noted designer, worth several thousand dollars. Which of us will find that chair? Certainly not those who sit still and philosophize about where the chair might be placed, about its existence, or about its value. No, the chair can be found only by those who have the courage to get up and risk stumbling around in the dark, using whatever powers of reason and sensation we might have until the chair is discovered. Or in our relationships with those we love. I have faith that my wife loves me. I feel her kindness, her caring, her loving touch - all these I interpret to mean that she loves me. Not every moment of our relationship has been perfectly romantic. We went to high school together and during that time I thought she hated me. I was wrong; she was just shy. But I came to see that her acts of love are such that, while I cannot claim absolute certainty now or about the future, I have a deep faith in her love for me. We cannot ever “know” or “verify” the experience of love with the same probability as sunrise or a lab experiment, but we have faith that love is real, is what we know to be the case, is the explanation which correctly interprets certain “scientific” experience. Those who are familiar with the scientific method know that the point is not to set out to prove a theory but to attempt to disprove it. Doubt is an essential element in the advancement of science, in the pursuit of truth, and in critical thinking. As far as we know, human beings are the only creatures on the planet, perhaps in the cosmos, endowed with the privilege and responsibility to exercise reason. Once a young man said to the philosopher, Blaise Pascal, “Oh that I had your creed, then I would live your life.” Pascal replied, “let me tell you something, young man. If you will live my life, it will not be many days until you have my creed.” In other words, Pascal is saying it is easier to act your way into belief than the other way around. And when we see Thomas after the resurrection, we follow the trajectory of his faith from confusion to confession. The risen Christ, at last, confronted him in the presence of the others and together they dealt with his doubt until it gave way to affirmation. He does that for us, too. In an era when many people in power have a view of Christian faith that is very narrow and contained in a very confined context, I am grateful to be in a Church that has room for doubt and is open to questions. Those who come to us with those doubts and questions receive a genuine welcome and are lovingly embraced so that we can journey and grow together in faith, hope, and love. 
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In 2017, I visited Jacob's Well. We stood in a circle and read today’s Gospel text. John tells us what happened when the women encountered Jesus. But, as I worked with the text this week, I wondered what the story might sound like if it was told by the woman, rather than a narrator. So imagine, for a moment, that she is the one telling the story. As you listen, notice the conversation is like a chess match—each question invites the conversation to deepen. I did not go to the well that day looking for God. I went because the jar was empty. You know how life is. Morning comes, the sun climbs higher than you expect, and before long the ordinary tasks are piling up: Bread to bake; Water to draw. Work that does not ask what kind of person you are—it simply asks to be done. So I took my jar and walked the familiar road to Jacob’s well. It was the middle of the day. No shade, no breeze. I preferred it that way. If you go early in the morning, everyone is there. The conversations begin before the bucket even touches the water. People talk about crops, about marriages, about children. And sometimes about other people’s lives. My life has been the subject of those conversations. So, I go at noon. Alone. But that day there was a man sitting beside the well. At first, I thought he must be a traveler resting his feet. The dust on his robe said he had come a long way. But when I looked more closely, I saw something else. He was a Judean. Now you have to understand something about that. Judeans and Samaritans do not usually share wells, cups, or conversations. We have our mountain, they have their temple, and between those two places lies a long history of arguments. So I lowered my eyes and went about my work. If I kept quiet, perhaps he would too. But then he spoke. “Give me a drink.” I looked up. Surely, I had misunderstood. “You are a Judean,” I said, “and I am a woman of Samaria. How is it that you ask me for a drink?” He did not apologize. He did not withdraw the request. Instead, he said something even more strange. “If you knew the gift of God,” he said, “and who it is that is saying to you, ‘Give me a drink,’ you would have asked him, and he would have given you living water.” Now I have drawn water from that well since I was a kid. My parents did. My grandparents did. The well is deep, and the water is good, but no one draws it without a rope and a jar. I looked at his empty hands. “Sir, you have no bucket, and the well is deep. Where do you get this living water? Are you greater than our ancestor Jacob, who gave us the well?” He did not laugh at my question. “Everyone who drinks this water will be thirsty again. But those who drink the water I give will never thirst. The water I give will become a spring inside you, giving eternal life.” A spring inside me? That was a bold claim. And if it was true, it would change everything. “Sir, give me this water, so that I may never be thirsty or have to keep coming here to draw water.” Then he did something unexpected. He said, “Go call your husband.” Now that is the moment when most people begin telling my story as if it were only about my past. I answered him honestly. “I have no husband.” And he looked at me—not the way people in town look when they think they already know who you are. He looked at me as if he could see the whole of my life at once. “You are right,” he said. “You have had five husbands, and the one you have now is not your husband.” He said it plainly. No accusation. Just truth. This man knew my story. All of it. And yet he was still speaking to me. “Sir, I see that you are a prophet.” And if he was a prophet, then there was a question I had always wondered about: “Our ancestors worshiped on this mountain,” I said, “But you Judeans say that the place where people must worship is in Jerusalem.” I still don’t fully understand his answer. But I remember the way he said it—as if the world we thought we understood was already passing away: “The hour is coming,” he said, “when you will worship the Father neither on this mountain nor in Jerusalem. The true worshipers will worship in spirit and truth.” Not here. Not there. Something larger. I thought of the promise our people had always carried. “I know that Messiah is coming,” I told him. “When he comes, he will proclaim all things to us.” And then he said it. “I am he.” Right there beside the well….in the middle of my ordinary day. In that moment the world shifted. The God our ancestors argued about on mountains and in temples was not far away at all. He was sitting beside me, asking for a drink. About that time his disciples came back from town. They looked surprised to see him talking to me, though none of them said a word. But by then I had forgotten why I came. Somewhere beside the well my jar was still sitting on the ground. Because suddenly the water I came for no longer seemed like the most important thing in the world. I ran back to town….to the same people who gossiped about me. “Come and see a man who told me everything I have ever done! Can he be the Messiah?” They came. Many believed because of my testimony. But later they said something even better. “It is no longer because of your testimony that we believe,” they told me. “Now we have heard for ourselves.” And that is how encounter works. You come to the well carrying whatever jar life has given you—your history, your reputation, the ordinary work of your days, the burdens that seem overwhelming… And Christ meets you there. He speaks your truth. He offers living water. And before you know it, the jar that once defined your life is sitting forgotten beside the well. Because the water you were looking for is no longer something you carry in your hands. It has become a spring within you. God is alive. God is among us. God is here. God is now. Come and see.
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